So what do I even mean by that. So this lady me had one already struggled with seven years of infertility so being pregnant after our second round of IVF was so exciting, the hope of a child finally at the fore front of our minds with a name already in mind. 7 years of lying in the fetal position on the bathroom floor because I again had not got pregnant followed by surrendering it all to my precious Heavenly Papa and choosing again to keep putting one foot in front of the other holding on to hope. So I had this excitement but what else was not happening for me every month while I was pregnant. Yes you guessed it. I was not going through monthly menstruation so the hormonal rage settled and I so enjoyed being with child and seeing that little one grow, Everyone including the dairy owner knew I was pregnant. I now enjoyed my bedroom and the sound of neighbours children laughing and playing had become a sound of hope because I finally was pregnant with child. I remember at 36 weeks pregnant watching my boy somersault in my tummy. I loved being pregnant and no monthly torment anymore........................... well that was for now The picture to your right was me heavily pregnant with my son with my beautiful sister who unfortunately died just short of my son turning two. It was only a couple of hours before she passed away that she was laughing and making my son laugh in the spa pool. I walked her out to the car with an umbrella and I remember saying are you sure you dont want to stay another night, the weathers pretty shitty!!! She replied yeah but I just want to see my son........ 3 days before Christmas we lost an angel who adored my son.
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